What a way to kick off the school year of 2009 huh? It rains and stuff and I don't know, today was just plain weird. Well, to be honest, I don't know where we're standing right now and you know I'm talking about you. I mean seriously, do you feel the same way or not? I'm sick and tired of wondering and just thinking if it's possible and just what you're feeling right now. I'm not hooked or obsessed by you, don't take it like that, cuz I'm not. I'm just sayin' that I'll be a freaking fool cuz we were hella chill and whatnot and you were just being a jerk to me for like, the past weeks/months we were talking online and whatever. Man, all I can say is that I'm about done cuz I just want us to be coo, ya feel? Cuz I was so happy when we were just able to talk, I told you all about me and whatever and we would play 21 questions and stuff. Heh, that was hecka fun, real talk. My dad thinks you're coo and shoot, that's fine with me. Now, I don't really care where we stand as long as we coo and stuff. You know, best friends and all.
"I'm getting hella weird feelings. I still like you, but I won't even bother tryna figure out if you feel that way, too. Might as well move on. It's weird still..... cuz I've known you for like... 2 years and we trust each other like, hella STRONG about our personal lives, personal feelings, EVERYTHING! I hella pour out my feelings to you cuz that's how much I trust you. I'm just glad you trust me that way, too, so that makes me happy, but I still wonder. I miss you, I'm not gonna front. I do miss you. Why don't we talk as much? That breaks my heart as much as the next person. You were always there when I needed someone to comfort me, especially those times during tennis seasons for the girls and you cared a lot that you'd do anything to see me smile again and forget all of those situations where I couldn't handle it. You hugged me while I cried and kept me there until I stopped. You always asked if I was ohkay after and I'm thankful for that. Summer... that was fun. You're such a joker, but then now, I just don't know if I should take you seriously or just think you're joking everytime you say you quit on me and you don't wanna talk to me. It's coo, don't worry... I'll be fine, but I just cried one time when you said that and I just had to tell someone about that. These thoughts I'm pouring out is ALLLLLLL you foo, don't even front.'
Well, I say you shouldn't front, I won't front so everything will just be fine between us, don't trip.
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