SUMMER

time is heere! :) aww man. i'm just glad i passed my finals and OOH! passed both subjects on the CAHSEE :) i'm happy cuz i didn't wanna take those again and those were waaay too easy to fail haha. i'm just saaaayin'. well, i'm so stoked for the musical coming up :D remember! june 26 is the night! 7:30pm at St. Victors! buy a ticket from me haha! well anyways, summer has been pretty good lately. i wanna go visit hecka people so much right now. OH! permit coming riiiight up. classes are boring, but hey, i'm learning stuff, so it's all good. my sissy graduated :) so proud! her grad party was "on pete for sheet" HAHA! i got it from someone. i think he said it like this, but oh well. it's close right?? weather's hecka weird, but hey, it's getting hot soon, so whatever. i don't wanna wear jackets for the summer. come on now x) but yeah, the grad party was dope! family was koo. all the seniors that came to the party after all the other parties they went to were fun to chill with :) kaylaaaa!! she's so cute. my babaaaay haha. she's a cutie: "no MINE!" i scared my aunt when i was like, 'your baby's crippled... ahhhh sike' ahah! so mean, but it was funny if you looked at her :D

well i'm off it. byees!

Playin'

pranks during lunch. hella funny stuff! that just really set off a positive tone for the week. i mean, stressin' over finals, yeah i can understand that, but hey! the prank just brought my stressin' factor to a whole different level. it's low and i'm so happy. like, i finished a lot of stuff i needed to finish. powerpoint's done. history cheatsheet's done. math cheatsheet is practically done. i just needa do chem and i'm READY! afterskoo, effing armando sprayed me with his water gun -___- TWICE! foooo. haha. whatevvvvs. i was like, 'uuugh i'm cold!' he hugs me and he's like, 'it's ohkay. you're an underclassman.' JERKFACE! and then i hugged benigno while i was wet haha! oh yeah, and kcat hugged me too. three people right there. haha! it was really fun afterskoo though. i'ma miss the seniors<3 they're freakin' dope. and i finished Tiff's yearbook signing thing in 2 periods, just don't count lunch ahah! and yeeah. today was HYPE :)

Norcal!

assembly was dope, but let's rewind a bit. so the deal was that whoever was going to assembly had to meet up at 8:30am. FAIL! everyone came like from that time or 9. epic fail i swear haha. oh well. so i was the FIRST one to arrive and i got hella scared cuz i was like, oh shoot, no one's here. did they leave?!?!?!? so then i texted martin who never texted me back. THEN! casey came(saved my butt) haha! and then we were both waiting. and then... martin comes and we were wondering where big bro, james, tito ed and tita mila were at. so martin leaves to pick up james which leaves me and casey alone on the parking lot. we decided to buy food at taco bell, which was a major fail TWICE! so we went there and then we went to the drive-thru cuz it'll be quicker, BUT no one was answering. fail number one. and then we went around again the second time but instead we just parked the car in the parking lot and looked inside. it was 9 cuz it opened at nine so i tried to open it at 9:04. turns out, it was locked. fail number TWO! and then me and casey waited outside until someone unlocked the door. thankfully, this lady who worked there did :D yay! haha. so we buy our food and we bought HEEEEEEECKA food, no joke. so we went back to the hall and martin and james were the only ones there with tita mila. we were waiting and tito ed brought this huge white van or something and we all left. but we had to pick up big bro cuz his car broke down before he turned out of his neighborhood. hecka saad right? oh well. i'm sure his car will be fine when it's fixed. so after we picked him up we were on our way there and it was like 10 something. and we got there around 10:40 something til 11. funny thing is that it didn't even start yet. and we all hella signed in on the sign in sheet HECKA big haha! my writing was sloppy -__- cuz martin was signing underneath my name so i couldn't write properly. oh wells. lol! so then we were just chilling and mingling with other people. rico recognized me! took him hecka days! hahaha! jk jk. but yeah. well, we played games. that one game.... human body was crazy. it was soooo awkward, but it was koo and funny. so the assembly started around like 12ish? and then we did that, activities and then worship. after, we just mingled some more and i took pictures with a couple of people(ayana giann and rico) and then i left. oh yeah! bambam's bomb HAHAH! :D lates!

Legacy

Come support CFC-Youth Southcoast by watching the musical Friday, June 26, 2009 at St. Victors. $20 for a ticket. Tell others yeah?

Here's a little something for now, but enjoy :D

Weekends

Weekends are supposed to be fun right? RIGHT! Hahah. Well Saturday I wanted to chill with Marky, but then couldn't. saaadly. eileen and a BUNCH of her friends came over around 6ish to have a bonfire. freaking armando -___- what a jerk. so i'm watching tv in my room and everyone else is in the living room watching tv and talking. so he leaves them to go to my room and was like, 'whatcha watchin?' i'm like, 'tv.' he's like, 'oh gosh. you're not watching nickelodeon are you?' i'm like, 'noooo.' and he's like, 'eww why you watching kid tv shows?' i'm like, 'hey. i'm just playin' my guitar foooo.' haha! he's a jerk! but he's koo. well yeah, they had their little bonfire in the front yard inside the gate. it was pretty koo. kuya richard finally gave me my crutches back haha! hmmm. but yeeah. i got to chill with some of the seniors that came. it was pretty fun haha. well yeah, saturday wasn't a total waste.


oh sunday. it was pretty cool cuz dance practice wasn't so bad. it was pretty fun. sharlene couldn't come again :P so we just worked on the new years dance and it was pretty good! we got it down haha. me, kyle and rozelle worked on the chorus dance and it looks pretty sick :D the verse was legit! robbie, casey and jocelle worked on that one. it's so clean and everything. then matt and everyone else worked on his part of the song. we had hecka fun haha. pizzaaaa xD and then after i went to walmart and shopped!! >D


well i'ma go now. third's ending. BIZZOUNCE!!

End of May!

so it's the last week of may and june is gonna kick in. we just had a fire drill in third period today and it was sooo boring but it wasn't all that bad. kcatap, thomas, francis and kuya mark were playing ninja. it was hecka funny watching them. francis sucks at it hahah! just kidding. but yeah, i'm gonna get allergies again from standing on the grass. bleeeech. oh well. anyways! i'm hecka bored. ooh! first and second period we had subs. they were pretty koo, but ehh. idk haha. oh well. subs for the first three periods, and then fifth period. yaay! haha.


well i'm gonna go now. maybe i'll blog more laterrr. who knows haha. biiiiiizzounce!

Why?!

my babe's gone! so young and so furry AND SO CUTE! freaking parentals :P i was soo pissed at them for doing that and what sucked the most was that they didn't tell us that they were going to take niko away. maaaan. it couldn't have gotten any worse.... i guess.

so june's coming around and that means... two more weeks of school from today. june 11 is coming around guys :) even though we gotta take that ugly finals test for three days, it's all good cuz we're gonna get out of schooooool soon. i'm ready to kick back, relax and enjoy summer. but then again, musical, conference, hawaii, lots of stuff i gotsa do. grrrreat haha.

hey bub. you mean everything to me from all those laughters and just being there to listen when i feel like i need to just let it all out. i hecka spilled a lot of stuff to you that one time and i don't regret it, on the real! maaan. this is crazy. but you know what? i'ma let you do your thing for now, but don't think that im gonna let this go. this feeling will stay, i'ma be hecka real on that. but for now, i'll just see where this goes but don't go back on your word when you said you were gonna.. you know haha! you'll know what i meeeeean. we have so much to do and we better do it cuz we told each other we will when we get to chiiiiiiiiiiill. haha! but i miss you, on the real! haha oh man that word is gonna be stuck like glue in my head. but yeah, i just wish i can tell you what and how i'm feeling right now, but i don't wanna push it and i think it's not that time YET! hahaha xD but yeeah. just a little heads up typa feel.

ooh musical. i'm excited. emma is going to be such a brat :) yay! i seriously love my character haha. emma's a fun role to play. we got the songs finished, so we just needa clean them up and practice, practice, practice! acting, we just needa have more practices a week instead of one to work on our acting, but i have faith that we will do our best. as for the dancing, we're hoping sharlene can make it and teach us the dances. i pray she'll be able to come and choreograph. i'ma be frreals right now, i'm not good with singing and dancing together, but i'ma do my best, even if it'll suck at first xD. maan, i haven't blogged for a while. but yeah, i just needa let this all outta my mind. gotta have a clean state of mind :) and my teeth are in pain/sore. byee!

Best

HAHA! What a dorkbutt!

F: Hahahah! I like that repeated -eded. Sounds like you ARE excited. HAHA!

D: Hahaha yes i am. xD weeeeeeee!

F: Hahaha! What you just said is just hilarious! I'm heckka cracking up right now!! Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!

D: Hahaha. XD ljwlejlsajklfdjklseklfm. Thats gibberish for BRING IT OOON! Ahaha.

F: ROFLMFAOOTFE! Hahahahahahahahahah!

D: What the? Ahahha ohkay don't die on me now xD

F: Hahahaha! But that seriously goes in the books.

Francis you better read this haha! Told you this was gonna be blogged :) Maaan I love you bro haha! Two great mothafreakin' years and many more to come haha! NINJA GAMES FTW! >) Ahhh man, gooood laughs man. Really good laughs haha x)

Epic Fail

Better watch the road foo'. Jeeze. Oh whatever. As long as nothing was too serious, but damn. I was ready to beat a B down. Stared her down all badass and whatnot. Seriously, today couldn't have been any worse. It wasn't even 30sec going to school before the stupid car accident. Hecka shaking I swear! Especially when it's on my side of the car. Gaah! I'm just glad we didn't get any bad injuries and had to go to the hospital 0.0 Maaan! All bad :X Lame b word. Any cars gonna do that damage like that, better think twice. Hecka scared stiff! School was hecka boring. Pretty pissed with what went down, but I'm all good now. Forgettin' it and keepin' koo.

Shooot, jealousy is becoming a factor, and I shouldn't trip about any other that feels how I feel right now. I've been thinking it out and I'ma just play my cards right, but I'm not gonna get rid of this feeling I have for ya kay? It's been this way for quite a while now, and I'm surprised honestly. Kinda skeptical, but I know for damn sure that this I'm feeling is quite the ish. Just lettin' ya know. Lemme lay it all out right now. I miss you. It's been days since I saw you again. Ayyye, phone conversations were dope, especially takin' it waaaay late. The best long hours I've been through. Whether it's deep, random, funny, just about anything, it makes me happy. I always think back on that and I laugh about it cuz they were funny moments. Remember what you said you'd do? Yeeeah that's right haha. Maaan, I'm just gonna stay positive and I'ma stay in the game and keep doin' what I needa do. I'ma let ya do what you needa do and we'll see what happens, koo? Cuz I'm not gonna trip about what's gonna happen anytime soon, but just what I want to keep. Ya feel? Our friendship's just too dope.

'Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky'

Daily

- I hate having to fall asleep so early outta nowhere. I realized that I crash a lot so... obviously I don't get a good amount of sleep -_-

- I hate having the feeling that I'm a bad influence on some people

- I hate long distance stuff haha! Makes me hella impatient for the next time I get to see someone

- I notice that I crave sushi and gummibears a lot now

- I'm hecka cold right now and the weather sucks butt

- My leg fell asleep on me

- Pre-Con's coming up :)

I miss you. It feels like hecka days since the last time I saw you AND talked to you. YOUR PHONE?!?!?!? Hahaha. Man, I swear, I hecka want to see you again. It's been too long and I'm freezing. Remember what you'd say to me? 'Get a jacket or a blanket. I'm telling you! If I was there, we could cuddle.' Awwwww! You always said I say 'aww' in a cute way. I'll take your word on it hahaha :D But daaang! It's been hecka days. We have rocky days and it's like... ehh, but we manage right? I'm glad that I got to meet you like... hecka years ago haha! I still gotta visit you and we gotta have our movie date ;) Heck yeah! We have a loooong list of movies we gotta watch. I haven't blogged for a while haha. But yeah anyways! I'm still waiting for our little movie date and stuff yaknow? Hella excited. Hm.... Star Testing's gay. I hate having two more days of testing when we get back from Spring Break. Speaking of spring break... it's coming up! I'm excited :) I wanna get out of the house and out of school haha. Dang, almost a junior. That's hella trippy. I'm not ready haha. Oh well. JUNIOR PROM! You're gonna be my date got it?! Hahaha. Just try not to get in trouble :) Hehehe. I'm out. Laaateskis :D

Ordinary

It's interesting how it's hot one day and it's all cold and raining the next. Third period's boring me right now. Talking to Stevie right now on meebo, but he left me -_- He's going to Josephine's house soon, cuz it said so on his away message. It said on weather.com that it was going to rain today. Rain my butt. Oh well haha! We watched Lord of the Flies in English. It's hecka funny so far. I've been thinking on what I want to major in when I go to college. Photography?? I love photography. It's funny, cuz I got into it the beginning of the school year. Kinda crazy huh? I'm getting hungry right now. I want gummibears... and sushi. I have a headache. So I've practically planned out who I'm going to ask to prom next year and senior year and how I'm going to ask him. I just hope he doesn't get in trouble again, he has a phone and he can make it hahah! I miss him, frreals though. I better see him at Pre-Con! He's gotta give me my gummibears and serenade me still. I still needa serenade him, too haha! So we're even. So Gerald finaly asked my sister to Senior prom! I saw how he did it cuz the stuff is in her room and I was like, 'finally!!' Hahaha. They're cute xD 'Babeski, bub, hun...' Ewwww haha. Cupcaking online and whatnot. Jeeeeze hahah jk jk. I needa take more pictures. I feel like taking pictures of people for photography and all that stuff. I plan on doing that, but just not now haha. I'ma go now. It's been a while since I blogged, but oh well. Laaateskis.

Trojan Olympics

The day finally came! I'm so excited for it, no joke. Well first and second period was really fun. I'm just counting down the hours, minutes and seconds until the moment Trojan Olympics comes. So I'm in third period right now and we have a sub, Ms. Powell. I'm hecka bored right now. I barely ate breakfast haha! I was trying hard to not eat meat and I didn't eat meat :) I feel so accomplished haha! Well, break was koo. Brian and Catap broke the chair/bench at our table, but it's koo. I gave back Josh's hat haha! And it's funny how I gave it back to him when he texted me to give it back. Man, I'm too good haha! RALLY! I'm so excited! I thought I forgot my camera, but I checked my bag and it's in there, so I'm good. So I'm watching videos on youtube right now and I went on meebo for like.. 2 seconds and I signed off cuz no one was really on that I could talk to. Kuya Marvin and Bambam weren't on so... yeah. I'm bored right now and I don't even know when we're leaving this period. Oh well. I'm hecka tired, but I'ma stay HELLA hyper for the rally and T.O. I bet that during the rally, I'ma lose half of my voice and at the real occasion(Trojan Olympics) I'm gonna lose my voice 100%. HAHA! That's pretty much my plan. Well, I'ma end it here. Byeee! Better be hypaaaaah! :D

'I'm not a player, I just crush a lot.'

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCIS!

Spirit week! Today was... pop star day and that was pretty hard. Why do sophomores have to get the hard ones??? Well anyways! Noontime or whatever at lunch today and Josh hecka represented :) So koo :D Let's see... FRANCIS' BIRTHDAY TODAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCIS! :) My card wins over any gift haha. Today was hecka fun though, I'm not gonna lie.

So for his birthday, it was me, Francis, Ryneheart, Rozelle and Kuya Marvin at Wingstop. I'm so glad it opened! We don't have to drive to Fremont and stuff just to eat there. MUAHAH! Hahaha well anyways. We ordered 50 pieces. We had lemon pepper, bbq, cajun and mild. Hecka good stuff frreals. Oh! So our fries tasted like freaking... sweet potato or something. It was funny how we got our fries, or well... someone else's fries and the lady asked us if it was ours and we were like, 'yessss.' Hahah! I feel bad, but oh well. Free fries :) Well anyways, Kuya Marvin ordered garlic parmesian and the ATOMIC! So we're eating and we practically finished a lot of the wings, but Francis brought some home for Ading(Angelica). Kuya Marvin was like, 'Francis, you gotta eat an atomic wing since it's your birthday and everything.' We were hecka cracking up cuz he had to and I got a picture of him eating it and turning hecka red. It was PRICELESS! And then they made ME eat it, but I took the challenge. Aw man, I was crying so bad ahha! Or well, I was tearing up so much x) Here look! HAHAHAH! Well, I don't know if it shows, but I seriously was tearing up. It was saaad! Haha! Well, Kuya Marvin left and so it was only the four of us. We went to Starbucks and I bought Ate Rozelle her Vente Green Tea Lemonade with Strawberries. OOOH! I still remember haha! The woman put the lemonade in there for free x) I feel so special haha! Jk. So yeah. Now I'm home and I finished homework. I'm so happy :) Today was a GREAT day :D I wish we had more days like this, but I'm sure there will be. YAY!! Hahah :)

Chill!

Well, I don't want to go to 6th period. I don't want to deal with any other meltdowns and junk. It's so stupid, but it was HILARIOUS! Man, I feel like a jerk saying that, but it's true. Honestly, I don't know why she has to punish our class when we didn't even do it. Hahaha. Besides, her punishment is so stupid and it's not WORTH IT! HAHAHAHAH! Oh well, I'm not gonna trip about it. Oh yeah, I'm in 3rd period yo :)

Senior Cut day for me will be BOMB! This is my plan: I'ma go down there by bart and chill with him the whole day :D Woo! I'ma be able to drive that year! Dang, senior year is gonna be soo raw! But yeah, San Francisco plan is ready to go. Now I just gotta wait two more years or well ... yeah. Hahah! Maybe he can just drive down here and pick me up and we can just chill. Dang, I miss him. He's gotta get his license soon! I want him down heeeeere to chill with meee. I don't like this long distance thing. I hate waiting to see when's the next time I'm gonna see him. Oh well. I'll be the good girl I am and wait hahah! I can wait, don't trip. We just talk on the phone and myspace each other, so I'm all for it :D HE GOT HIS PHONE TAKEN AWAY! Or well.... yeah haha. Dang, now I gotta wait until he tells me his phone is given back to him. Hahah. Man he's cute haha xD Daang, I miss Jonathan, Mike1&2, Homie, Marielle, Polly, Jizelle, Jillian... EVERYBODY! Gosh.... hahaha. Why they gotta live so far from mee?!?!? Oh well. Not gonna trip haha :D But yeah, I miss my other half<3 Awwwwwww. Third's about to end. I'll cut it short here.

'Cuz you're my sunsetsetsetset.'

Thinking of a master plan.

Hello February! Yeah, I'm late, so what? Haha. Well, last night was pretty much crazy. There was a weird blackout and freaking Mark calls up saying he's outside running around on the street cuz it's dark and whatever. Haha. Well, last night wasn't a total drag cuz it turned out for the better, yeah? Well, you'll know.

'I don't even know

If I can even be me.

Cause it's so hard to be me

When you're next to me.

If I could say so, I'd say what I'm feeling.

But I can say so,

My lips just tremble.

I'm stuttering, Oh oh oh oh oh.

I'm stuttering, Oh oh oh oh oh.

I'm stuttering, Oh oh oh oh oh.

What's happening to me, I keep stuttering.'

I love the song. That's why it's up on my myspace haha, but yeeah. It's the kind of song to dance to and stuff. I don't know.

February

School's still boring. We have a sub in Computers cuz Ms. Hutchison isn't here for some reason. So... I basically lost my voice because apparently, hot and spicy food doesn't mix well with a sore throat. Well, I lost it Friday night from the meeting, somewhat regained it back Saturday and at first, my voice seemed find Sunday, but when my sister and her friends brought home wingstop, me, Tiff and Theresa ate the atomic wing and it was SUICIDE! It's a LONG story, frreals, but all in all, I lost my voice even more from the atomic wing. Justin said that my voice sounded worse, and I thought he was kidding, but then after I woke up this morning, it did sound bad, so he was technically right. HAHA! Darn, but I just hope I regain it back before Friday so I can worship and lose my voice again some more. HAH! Well, I'll blog again laterrr.

Fridays

YAY! IT'S THE LAST FRIDAY OF JANUARY! February after tomorrow :) I'm so happy hah! I'm in third period Computer Applications right now and we just finished working on some application thingy we had to copy. We have a rally today! I'm excited to see what we're gonna do and I'm even more excited about the dance that sophomores are going to dance. Man! My arm hurts hecka! It's so sore and my stomach feels so sore, too. I don't know, but it's just sore, like if I stretch it and stuff, it'll feel hecka sore and start to hurt, especially when I put pressure on it. So I plan on calling Justin tonight after YFC cuz I miss him haha. Let's see.... ECHO CONFERENCE COMING UP! I get to go! I'm excited for that the most. There's hecka events going on in February. I get to go to San Francisco to meet up with Stevie, Justin and hecka Bayside people, I have the Empowerment camp in Fremont with some of the other leaders in YFC from different areas, even Southcoast, tennis(well, that's not really all that fun ahaha!) and yeeah. Man! February is gonna be crazy, frreals. Well, I'm bored and I'ma go now since... yeah. Alrighty! Laaater.

Adventure!

Today was the best day ever! :) I don't know, but I was completely hyper today, but in a good way, so don't trip haha! So this is how my day went. First period, we come in and then Ms. Kung wasn't talking, and I thought it was weird how she didn't say hi or anything to us when we got in, but we were doing an activity thingy which was HECKA funny x) Shoooot, it got hecka crazy and everything. HAHA! I wanna do that again. Second period was same ol' same ol' and even with third period. Fourth period, we blew up a balloon >D Freaking Tiff, I swear! HAHA! Man, she cracks me up sooo much haha. Fifth period was hecka funny cuz of the fortune game that Victor had and got caught with it haha! Mr. Bautista read it out loud and it was just hecka funny! I felt bad for Victor, but not my fault. Haha. Sixth period, I felt sleepy, but oh well. I managed hah!

After school was the best part because Francis and I stayed afterschool for a little, and then we started heading towards the mall on bus 66. We walked around practically 5 times or whatever, but we saw Gian, Crisann and Megan. We even saw Johnson and David, Ferdinand's brother. Anyways, after killing time there, we walked through the tracks to taco bell and continued on to That's Yogurt. If you haven't tried that place, MISSING OUT! It's the best place ever! It's pretty healthy, or well, we thought it was haha. I was calling Justin, but he didn't freaking answer. Hung up on me, man! HAHA! S'all good x) So after eating there, we headed to Bua Thai Cuisine, which was also healthy food haha! Man, you should try those places. It's HECKA good stuff :D So we head to Pavalkis where Jonathan P and Dale were with Chris, but then Chris left. Jonathan gets a call from Martin saying that it's actually at Tito Edwin's house and we were like, 'WHAAAAAT?!?!?!?' Luckily, Martin picked up Francis and I while Jonathan and Dale biked there. We had our little leaders meeting and whatnot. Funny how my dad has bad timing haha! It's ohkay though. He didn't know we were praying haha. So yeah, it was really productive and whatnot :D I'm so happy!

JUSTIN MORALES! YOU BETTER READ THIS! hahah :D I love you, don't trip ;)

Saturday Night/Happy Birthday Eileen!

<-- See this picture right here? That's gonna be me, Justin, Stevie, Josephine and more people when I go visit them sometime :) HAH! Wanna know how I know? Well!!! Saturday night was hecka funny :) I called up Justin cuz I was pretty much bored and we were just talkin' and chillin' and then he asks me what I'm doing. I was like, 'Just online talkin' to Stevie and yeeah' and then he tells me to tell Stevie that he loves Stevie. So I do that and Stevie says, 'Wtf? You're talkin' to him? On the phone?' Haha! Nice reaction foo x) Anyways! We basically three wayed after that and then they were talking about things that they knew and I was just sitting there, listening and was just like.... yeah. Hahaha x) So saaaaayud. It's all good though! So yeah, it was like, one would go away for a little, then me and the other would talk, then that person'd come back, then it'd be like that again but with the other guy, and shoot, it was hecka funny. Stevie did it hecka times, and then me and Justin always thought that he was really away, but then he was really listening in all along and whatever when he got back. Jerk haha. I love him though :) So yeah, Stevie basically left cuz he wanted to talk to Reyna, his LOOOOOVAH! How cuuuuuuute ;D Haha! Funny, Justin and I never realized it until like... hecka hours later! Awwww. Oh yeah! They would always make me say Awwwwwww. Justin said I say it in a cute way, which I don't really know how haha! Whatever, I'll take his word on it. But yeah, well, before Stevie left, all three of us were talking about driving and getting our license and that when I get mine, I'ma drive over to San Francisco, pick them up and even Josephine, too if she's down with the adventure and we're just gonna go around, take pictures with our awesome professional cameras and whatnot and just have hecka fun! Sweet right? Can't wait for that day, real talk! Well, yeah. Then it was me and Justin talking and at that time, we didn't know Stevie hung up. Awwww! Hahah! And well, we were just asking each other questions. The questions started from just simple, to hecka deep, to basically HECKA random questions! Hahaha! S'all good though :D And I told him who was my crush/told him he was my NLRC and all. Yuuup haha. Not afraid to say it either! >D Dooooooope. Haha! And we basically talked until 2:30 in the morning. Awesome huh? We roll deep like that homes! And yeaaah xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN! Seventeen strong years for her. I love her hecka, like frreals. Even though we look like we don't wanna be around each other at times, especially at school, I just love her no matter what. She's pretty much my role model and everything. Yeah, she can annoy me and just irritate me, but that's what sisters do right? I hecka look up to her, frreals. She's hecka chill and man, I'm glad that I have her as my sister. Going off to college soon :( She's getting old... HAHAHA! Shoot, I'm not afraid to say that either! >D It's true though. Still my chauffeur until I get my permit, then license. Maaaaan. Freaking seventeen, then TURNING LEGAL NEXT YEAR! Yeah, she's pretty much old >D Haha! I love you Eileen! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE!<3

Dope

Finally! Finals are over for the semester. Next semester is gonna be crazy, I'm sure of it, but I'll make the effort to just study hard and get the A's I want. Haha! Bull right? xD I'm probably just gonna blow stuff off, but I'm gonna TRY not to do that x) I've never procrastinated, real talk, so this is new to me this year haha! Well, yesterday was a good day cuz the finals yesterday were HEEEECKA easy and then the day ended with Sadies, which was completely DOPE!

<--- Sadies date ftw! :) Thanks Greg. It was hecka fun!

So at Sadies, there were HECKA people, like 500 or something like that. You wanna know how I know? The gym was PAAACKED and it was getting hot in there, too. It's all good though right? So Rose and I headed over to the cafeteria to take the couples picture with our dates. At first, we didn't know if they were at the school, but thank goodness we walked there and stuff haha xD Greg and I were hecka stuck on the pose we wanted to do, but we finally chose and the photographer HECKA liked it cuz we were wearing our shades and they were like, "I like this picture because you don't have to worry about looking at the camera." So true right? So me, Greg, Bryan C. and Thuy head over to the gym and me and Bryan had to go to coat check to put away our shtuff. We all head into the gym when they opened the door and when we got in, everyone was all dispersed and what not, like, seniors were on the left with their group and we were just walking in, going everywhere basically. We started dancing and we were hecka amused by the lights that made our colors basically turn neon and whatever. We started going towards the middle and danced and shoot, that's when everybody started getting all freaky ;) It was hecka dope! HAH! We finally get our group pictures taken and when we were taking it, literally, everyone in the room was watching us. We had a HUGE group, like.... literally, 50 people in it. We go back into the gym and danced, and everything got even more freaky ;) HAH! I'm not gonna lie, I was dancing like it, too and you should know what I mean by that! It was hecka crazy and shoot, we were sweating bullets, no lie. It was THAT hot in the gym. Teachers were walking around and caught people, but they didn't catch the lot of us >D We're hecka slick that like son! Slow dancing was chill and the music they were playing were the best! Better music than any of the other dances, that's for sure haha! We had hecka fun and of course, it ended and we all left. Took pictures, everyone went to Denny's obviously, but I went with my sister and Tiff to McDonalds to eat cuz we were hecka hungry and my dad wasn't picking up haha! He fell asleep on us. S'all good, but overall, yesterday was the best day and the night was a night I'll never forget :D

Fresh Start

What a way to kick off the school year of 2009 huh? It rains and stuff and I don't know, today was just plain weird. Well, to be honest, I don't know where we're standing right now and you know I'm talking about you. I mean seriously, do you feel the same way or not? I'm sick and tired of wondering and just thinking if it's possible and just what you're feeling right now. I'm not hooked or obsessed by you, don't take it like that, cuz I'm not. I'm just sayin' that I'll be a freaking fool cuz we were hella chill and whatnot and you were just being a jerk to me for like, the past weeks/months we were talking online and whatever. Man, all I can say is that I'm about done cuz I just want us to be coo, ya feel? Cuz I was so happy when we were just able to talk, I told you all about me and whatever and we would play 21 questions and stuff. Heh, that was hecka fun, real talk. My dad thinks you're coo and shoot, that's fine with me. Now, I don't really care where we stand as long as we coo and stuff. You know, best friends and all.

"I'm getting hella weird feelings. I still like you, but I won't even bother tryna figure out if you feel that way, too. Might as well move on. It's weird still..... cuz I've known you for like... 2 years and we trust each other like, hella STRONG about our personal lives, personal feelings, EVERYTHING! I hella pour out my feelings to you cuz that's how much I trust you. I'm just glad you trust me that way, too, so that makes me happy, but I still wonder. I miss you, I'm not gonna front. I do miss you. Why don't we talk as much? That breaks my heart as much as the next person. You were always there when I needed someone to comfort me, especially those times during tennis seasons for the girls and you cared a lot that you'd do anything to see me smile again and forget all of those situations where I couldn't handle it. You hugged me while I cried and kept me there until I stopped. You always asked if I was ohkay after and I'm thankful for that. Summer... that was fun. You're such a joker, but then now, I just don't know if I should take you seriously or just think you're joking everytime you say you quit on me and you don't wanna talk to me. It's coo, don't worry... I'll be fine, but I just cried one time when you said that and I just had to tell someone about that. These thoughts I'm pouring out is ALLLLLLL you foo, don't even front.'

Well, I say you shouldn't front, I won't front so everything will just be fine between us, don't trip.