Why?!

my babe's gone! so young and so furry AND SO CUTE! freaking parentals :P i was soo pissed at them for doing that and what sucked the most was that they didn't tell us that they were going to take niko away. maaaan. it couldn't have gotten any worse.... i guess.

so june's coming around and that means... two more weeks of school from today. june 11 is coming around guys :) even though we gotta take that ugly finals test for three days, it's all good cuz we're gonna get out of schooooool soon. i'm ready to kick back, relax and enjoy summer. but then again, musical, conference, hawaii, lots of stuff i gotsa do. grrrreat haha.

hey bub. you mean everything to me from all those laughters and just being there to listen when i feel like i need to just let it all out. i hecka spilled a lot of stuff to you that one time and i don't regret it, on the real! maaan. this is crazy. but you know what? i'ma let you do your thing for now, but don't think that im gonna let this go. this feeling will stay, i'ma be hecka real on that. but for now, i'll just see where this goes but don't go back on your word when you said you were gonna.. you know haha! you'll know what i meeeeean. we have so much to do and we better do it cuz we told each other we will when we get to chiiiiiiiiiiill. haha! but i miss you, on the real! haha oh man that word is gonna be stuck like glue in my head. but yeah, i just wish i can tell you what and how i'm feeling right now, but i don't wanna push it and i think it's not that time YET! hahaha xD but yeeah. just a little heads up typa feel.

ooh musical. i'm excited. emma is going to be such a brat :) yay! i seriously love my character haha. emma's a fun role to play. we got the songs finished, so we just needa clean them up and practice, practice, practice! acting, we just needa have more practices a week instead of one to work on our acting, but i have faith that we will do our best. as for the dancing, we're hoping sharlene can make it and teach us the dances. i pray she'll be able to come and choreograph. i'ma be frreals right now, i'm not good with singing and dancing together, but i'ma do my best, even if it'll suck at first xD. maan, i haven't blogged for a while. but yeah, i just needa let this all outta my mind. gotta have a clean state of mind :) and my teeth are in pain/sore. byee!